I have no friends. I literally talk to no one outside of school. Nobody texts me, nobody calls me, nobody invites me out to do something. Nobody makes an effort to get to know me. I miss my one good, truly good friend katie, !Drasniia (https://www.deviantart.com/drasniia) . Honestly she was the best friend I've had in years, since 4th grade. And I fucked that friendship up like nobody's business.
I'm walking around day by day like an empty shell waiting for someone to come along who will actually make an effort to know me, to understand me. I tried looking, but I realized you can't just force someone to want to be your friend. I'm not going to pretend to be someone