So I haven't updated this in like forever. Or uploaded in like forevsies. MY B. MY B, GUYS. Aaaaaaanywhoozle, I don't have much to say except I've made a list of songs that mean things to me and that I could listen to on repeat for days on end, and probably have already.

Ilyena (The Mars Volta) - angels, demons and the strange sort of comfort I find in the darkness of those things.
Pushit (Tool) - this song takes me on a trip to somewhere I know I've never been but still feel like I belong.
Aenema (Tool) - the end of the world. Its kinda depressing but melodic and cynical .
Eria Tarka (The Mars Volta) - I close my eyes and I'm gone. I don't even know where I go but I can always count on it to take me places. Google the lyrics and try to make sense of that. I dare you.
Meet Your Mater (Nine Inch Nails) - BDSM, anyone? No, kidding. Its jsut a song that..idk, its comforting.
God Given (Nine Inch Nails) - privledges (sp?), god (respectively), and the comfort I get in feeling as though there was a god...I'm not religious bee tee bud.
Sunspots (NIN) - some sort of dominating power, like a woman I guess. but I like it, its got a heavy beat. and it also makes me feel like there's always a chance for a new beginning.
Right Where It Belongs (NIN) - I have no words for this. Just go listen.
The Widow (The Mars Volta) - I can't even describe the place this song takes me to. All I can say is that there's no place I'd ever rather bee.

I've noticed that a lot of these songs take me to considerably dark places. I'm starting to realize that these dark, uncomfortable places are what I take and find comfort in... weird haha.

Anyway.... on a much less strange note, I have a super sweet and original *coughSARCASMcough* sketch I've sketched (...?) up that I plan on putting on this hella nice Strathmore drawing paper my art teacher gave me that she found. Haha that lady loves me, she's given me all kindsa free stuff this year!

my god damn tablet is still messed up. The calibration is all fucked up in Photoshop but nothing else. Anyone have ANY ideas how to fix this?

Anyway....I'll get around to putting up my finished Ezio drawing....or did I do that already? no I don't think I did. I need a freaking background though. I'd PS that shit in but MYFUCKINGTABLETSUCKSASS. *cough* 'scuse me.